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I'm finally done with med school. I can't find the words to express what I feel right now because it's too much but I feel really really good. I'm proud of who I am right now.

More importantly I'm really proud of seeing the trajectory of my emotional development. 2016 is the year of realizing things and on this penultimate month of the year I'm still not done with the realizations. I finally understood that beautiful things happen out of nowhere when you least expect it, and they are never meant to last forever. People come to your life like an angel for a short moment in your life when you really really need one, and that's the beauty of it. They come and they go, because once they've fulfilled their purpose of making a certain period of your life feel a little bit less of a hell, they're gone. It may be painful because the human heart wants beauty to last forever, but I realize maybe that's the beautiful thing about life. And love. And one day I will look back when I'm old and saggy and remember all these people who were rainbows in the clouds for me on my rainy days.

Now it's time for me to become a rainbow in the clouds for someone else's cloudy day. 💃
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